thankyous

thankyou dad for the prayer:) and thankyou Dad:)

holidays

did not get to go on road trip to m'sia in the end:( but its good. i need the time to do work! there are 101 things to do, for deadlines that still seem so far away yet threatening. i get stressed when people ask me out, leaving me with lesser and lesser time to work. then again, i need the break. but with this internal tension going on, i cannot really enjoy my holiday. as much as i want this semester to be over soon, i dont it to end so quickly too. last friday was year 3s last day of school. i will feel so sad next year that time. i love (and detest) school(work).

sighs

i hate it when i dont see hope. hope is such a crucial element in life. it keeps one going. i have sort of lost it once. and, it. is. scary.
maybe i am secretly a pessimistic.
a day of sighs.

learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow- albert einstein

the best

you guys are the best thing that has happened in my life:) yes, i think we can go on (forever) doing reminiscenece therapy and playing games that are for 10years and below.

God bless

14years old. isnt it too young?
i last saw you when you were 9years old. just 5years seems not long ago. i can still remember your tanness, your smile, your blur expression on your face, your smallness then. you were barely up to my shoulder.
i still cannot believe it. i wished i had prayed more. i wish i had spent more time with you all.
i wish.., i wish...
you all will always be a very special bunch in my heart. i believe you all had sparked something in my young heart then.
God bless your family.