seriously have a love hate relationship with school. started out being so enthu, posting all e "airy fairy" stuffs.
now, the posts get more and more depressing.
i still and do love what i am studying and what i will do later.
but i need a vision Lord. am i thinking what You are thinking?
it doesnt seem like it for now.
Monday, January 31, 2011
to walk on water
I have never walked on water
Felt the waves beneath my feet
But at Your word Lord
I'll receive Your faith to walk on oceans deep
And I remember how You found me
In that very same place
All my failings surely would have drowned me
Still You made a way
once again Lord:) or it should be, over and over again, i want to walk on water. with You.
Felt the waves beneath my feet
But at Your word Lord
I'll receive Your faith to walk on oceans deep
And I remember how You found me
In that very same place
All my failings surely would have drowned me
Still You made a way
once again Lord:) or it should be, over and over again, i want to walk on water. with You.
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Monday, January 24, 2011
spiral
downward spiral. there seemed to be no end to it. now it is going to, but i am looking forward it too. irony:)
i really do not foresee a time worse than this. at least my academic years. the lack of hope, the fear, the dread. but again, i never know. with clinicals and the ultimate fyp.
dry and tired. i need a renewal.
and i have to brace on.
but i know it will be worth it. and that i was never alone:)
i really do not foresee a time worse than this. at least my academic years. the lack of hope, the fear, the dread. but again, i never know. with clinicals and the ultimate fyp.
dry and tired. i need a renewal.
and i have to brace on.
but i know it will be worth it. and that i was never alone:)
to do: NVM2011
the queer things about friendships:) yes, cui almost must do crazy stuffs especially when i am still young.