what's next

seriously have a love hate relationship with school. started out being so enthu, posting all e "airy fairy" stuffs.
now, the posts get more and more depressing.
i still and do love what i am studying and what i will do later.
but i need a vision Lord. am i thinking what You are thinking?
it doesnt seem like it for now.

to walk on water

I have never walked on water
Felt the waves beneath my feet
But at Your word Lord
I'll receive Your faith to walk on oceans deep
And I remember how You found me
In that very same place
All my failings surely would have drowned me
Still You made a way

once again Lord:) or it should be, over and over again, i want to walk on water. with You.

fangirl

lin jun jie
dimples:D
i think he is the only artist i will consistently blog about
since 2003:)
lin jun jie ftw!

spiral

downward spiral. there seemed to be no end to it. now it is going to, but i am looking forward it too. irony:)
i really do not foresee a time worse than this. at least my academic years. the lack of hope, the fear, the dread. but again, i never know. with clinicals and the ultimate fyp.
dry and tired. i need a renewal.
and i have to brace on.
but i know it will be worth it. and that i was never alone:)

to do: NVM2011

the queer things about friendships:) yes, cui almost must do crazy stuffs especially when i am still young.

goodbye

i feel like a part of me died:( never realised how these two years and the people actually mean to me till now.
goodbye my brother. i pray that in seeking, you will find your purpose. your time perhaps is up, but during this period, you have touched many hearts.
God bless:)

great

i hate to submit sub standard work.
but thats all i seem to be capable of producing this semester.
great.

reckless driver

driving myself crazy
but i have to just keep going