it is ironic that it takes a death for people to gather together. but i guess it shows who really cares. it's my fifth (close) friend who dad passed away. somehow it always impact me emotionally, more than i expect to. and i always wonder why.
it is going to be holidays soon, hanging on till then. and i know You will keep me till then.
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
still
i will be still and know you are God.
i want to realign myself again, and give my best shot at my respective roles. and i will keep trying.
the past is catching up on me again. thank you(s) to those who are trying to pry open my heart gently. i appreciate it. i believe i will get there, one day.
PEPPERmint is still looking sad, probably will transfer hydopronics. i killed WAGON the melon, decapitated it. SNOWBALL/ SNOWFLAKE the sunflower is sprouting! yet-to-be-named basil and bluepea are hibernating.
i want to realign myself again, and give my best shot at my respective roles. and i will keep trying.
the past is catching up on me again. thank you(s) to those who are trying to pry open my heart gently. i appreciate it. i believe i will get there, one day.
PEPPERmint is still looking sad, probably will transfer hydopronics. i killed WAGON the melon, decapitated it. SNOWBALL/ SNOWFLAKE the sunflower is sprouting! yet-to-be-named basil and bluepea are hibernating.
Friday, May 14, 2010
The Knots Prayer
Dear God :
Please untie the knots that are in my mind ,
my heart my life.
Remove the have nots ,
the can nots and the do nots
that I have in my mind
Erase all the will nots ,
might nots
that may find a home in my heart .
Release me from the could nots
would nots
that obstruct my life .
And most of all
Dear God ;
I ask that you remove from my mind ,
my heart and my life
all the “ am nots”
that I have allowed to hold me back ,
especially the thought,
that I am not good enough
Author Known to God
Please untie the knots that are in my mind ,
my heart my life.
Remove the have nots ,
the can nots and the do nots
that I have in my mind
Erase all the will nots ,
might nots
that may find a home in my heart .
Release me from the could nots
would nots
that obstruct my life .
And most of all
Dear God ;
I ask that you remove from my mind ,
my heart and my life
all the “ am nots”
that I have allowed to hold me back ,
especially the thought,
that I am not good enough
Author Known to God
Saturday, May 8, 2010
cartoon heros
Our lives are led in a monotonous rhythm, where each day differs from no other.
The past, present, and future, mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present.
They say that time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself.
Our inner potential lies dormant only waiting to be unleashed. Once the spark is ignited, boundless possibilities awaits, only to begin a new chapter.
The important thing is: To be able at any moment to sacrifice what we are for what we could become.
Who is the hero and who is the one in distress? Are we that different?
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
hakuna matata
so the new cycle begins.
i am still sane, thank God:) i have some concerns and doubts, but let's see how it goes.
i need to be well rooted.
i hope PEPPER grows well! it's looking quite sad now.
the university people are (some, but not all) out:D i still detest the clash of our timetables.
the (lifelong) retainers are irritating me.
~hakuna matata
i am still sane, thank God:) i have some concerns and doubts, but let's see how it goes.
i need to be well rooted.
i hope PEPPER grows well! it's looking quite sad now.
the university people are (some, but not all) out:D i still detest the clash of our timetables.
the (lifelong) retainers are irritating me.
~hakuna matata