Thursday, October 6, 2011

yes, i am here:)

okay, it is REALLY going to come to an end.
8weeks of intense learning, immense growth, and subtle adaptation.
WHOA.
i still cant believe i am here, wahaha.
"i am not worried about you or your clients"
and and and, yes, it will be KKH:D
AHHH. i am so excited:D
He is in control!
i am so going to weep at the end of this placement:'( and 依依不舍...
thankyou, all you little (and big) ones for teaching me so so much, accepting me, letting me have a little peek into your world<3
you will always be in my prayers.

Saturday, September 24, 2011

i am HERE:)

i still cannot believe i am HERE:)
awesome experience that is coming to a closure soon:'(
dreaded, almost hated it at some point (草莓族). but settled down well and hoping it will never end.
i want to grow old with the kids!
rly hope this is part of the picture and that everythng will fall in place. excited!

Thursday, July 14, 2011

this is it

KKH:D
thankyou for answering my prayer so instanteously, and giving me the confirmation through my parents. You know i need the security and assurance.
<3 parents' reminder and coverage: 我们为你祷告,你自己也要祷告,选择神要你服侍的医院。

Sunday, July 3, 2011

crystal clear

dream rekindled, a timely reminder and revelation
to become an OT without borders
training and learning ground, CE3B
used to whine and whine that i have never went on overseas community trip. but the upcoming one is really a great 8weeks of immersion for me.
i have to remember, why i want to join the healthcare system, what am i working towards to. however also to be ready to adapt, to embrace, as my dream become sharper and become more shaped.
thank God:) Lord, if this is it, bring it on.
and i am excited:D

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

why

i dont know why is it so dreadful though i really like and enjoy this placement
i think i have really learnt the avoidant behaviour:S

Monday, April 4, 2011

itchy

i dont like routines. i need to eat, cycle, rollerblade, swim, watchdrama, shop, bake

Monday, March 7, 2011

hair management

prior to STG 1: Client must be willing to take on a life-changing decision to grow long hair.
Rationale: so that client wont gatal-gatal want to cut hair halfway (Insyirah,2011).
STG 1: Client will be able to tolerate the irritation caused b
y long fringe (in time to come) for the next 8 weeks.
Rationale: This is extremely important for client to do so because such irritation has been known to cause extreme frustration for the eyes. (Insyirah, 2011).
LTG: Client will be able to tie two cute ponytails (awh!!!) at the end of 15 weeks.
Rationale: Cause xinhui looks adorable that way!! (Insyirah,2011).

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

up down up down up down

i feel like a pendulum. swinging and swinging from one end to the other.
okay should be i feel like a ball. bouncing up and down.
scary.
the ups were really fun:) finally had a good break. i could finally breathe.
then i crashed. for a slight moment. into myself. as always.
my posts are sounding really scary.
or maybe this is just life.

oh and my dark circles need to poof immediately. it is causing me so much distress.

Monday, January 31, 2011

what's next

seriously have a love hate relationship with school. started out being so enthu, posting all e "airy fairy" stuffs.
now, the posts get more and more depressing.
i still and do love what i am studying and what i will do later.
but i need a vision Lord. am i thinking what You are thinking?
it doesnt seem like it for now.

to walk on water

I have never walked on water
Felt the waves beneath my feet
But at Your word Lord
I'll receive Your faith to walk on oceans deep
And I remember how You found me
In that very same place
All my failings surely would have drowned me
Still You made a way

once again Lord:) or it should be, over and over again, i want to walk on water. with You.

Thursday, January 27, 2011

fangirl

lin jun jie
dimples:D
i think he is the only artist i will consistently blog about
since 2003:)
lin jun jie ftw!

Monday, January 24, 2011

spiral

downward spiral. there seemed to be no end to it. now it is going to, but i am looking forward it too. irony:)
i really do not foresee a time worse than this. at least my academic years. the lack of hope, the fear, the dread. but again, i never know. with clinicals and the ultimate fyp.
dry and tired. i need a renewal.
and i have to brace on.
but i know it will be worth it. and that i was never alone:)

to do: NVM2011

the queer things about friendships:) yes, cui almost must do crazy stuffs especially when i am still young.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

goodbye

i feel like a part of me died:( never realised how these two years and the people actually mean to me till now.
goodbye my brother. i pray that in seeking, you will find your purpose. your time perhaps is up, but during this period, you have touched many hearts.
God bless:)

Sunday, January 16, 2011

great

i hate to submit sub standard work.
but thats all i seem to be capable of producing this semester.
great.

Saturday, January 8, 2011

reckless driver

driving myself crazy
but i have to just keep going