holidays

did not get to go on road trip to m'sia in the end:( but its good. i need the time to do work! there are 101 things to do, for deadlines that still seem so far away yet threatening. i get stressed when people ask me out, leaving me with lesser and lesser time to work. then again, i need the break. but with this internal tension going on, i cannot really enjoy my holiday. as much as i want this semester to be over soon, i dont it to end so quickly too. last friday was year 3s last day of school. i will feel so sad next year that time. i love (and detest) school(work).